Today, I cancelled the furniture order. Why did I cancelled it? Well, there were multiple reasons. Firstly, I have now gotten this habit where I feel that anything that I do for myself is a waste and there are other important things that needed to be taken care of. Second, I have some big expenses which is from my family so I morally feel that I should not spend any "unnecessary " money. Third, I know Vishal was halfheartedly into it. Fourth, I didn't find many choices at Bob's. So overall again I had to suppress my desire. I don't know how suppressing my feelings and wants will affect my well being but it certainly doesn't make me happy. I try to keep my spirits high by looking at other valuable aspects of my life. They do give me satisfaction for some time but I have to recharge myself after every couple of days. Tomorrow we have to go and look at this new school for Aarshi. Let;s see what tomorrow has in store for me.
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